Breathe

Hidden to me love you know i cant stay long all i wanted was I love you . I'm not afraid .
Can you hear me?
Cant you feel me in your arms
Holding my last breath
Safe inside my self
Are all my thoughts of you ?
Swell rapture light
It ends here tonight
Ill miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white Forrest
Hiding in a hallow tree
I know you hear me
I can taste your blood
Closing my heart just to disappeared
No one here or so i hope
Now i must go Good bye
This is just to real........

How I Feel

How I feel.........Insane hurt like crying sadness darkness no control no love just the darkness of life . Hating being alive wishing I could just end it all one hit is all i need to escape this place we call life but will i take it............

Its a thief in the night. A sickness that cant be heal. So if you must falter beware . Its not what you expect . Times grinning on my side but Not for long because I'm struggling Darkness is the light. I can no longer see who i am yet where i am is no mystery but at the same time its sleeping somewhere inside of me.

Jeff Dunhum walter and Achmed

Jeff Xmas Bombs

Dream

Sweet dreams are made of these.......when you hear these word what pictures do you think of ? What images do you feel deep within your self when you think of dreams and sweet heaven ? Well have you ever been in a state of mind that every thing is so unreal yet its all true and you can touch it with your finger tips? I have......when i think of sweet dreams this is the image i get.

Spring Break

Today is the first day of sprong break but there is no spring here just rain and fog and cold bitter nights. Where the warm sun light the flowers in bloom? Where's all the colors and the pefcert windy air? This by far can not be call a spring break because this break isnot worth taking especaily if there is no spring here .